whats worth fighting for...

für was lohnt es sich wirklich zu kämpfen? im moment hab ich keine ahnung wofür. nichts fühlt sich "real" an! kinda weird if you dont remember what you were thinking 10 minutes ago......LOOK i am just being realistic, i have been heartbroken by love so many times before - that i just beginning to think, that i am supposed to live my life without it, THATS JUST BEING RIDICULOUS...

I can see the person i want to be in my head, and i can see the person i am. And they're not the same!