I can see the person i want to be in my head...

...and i can see the person i am. And they're not the same!

not anymore! And i am so proud of it. Lost a lot of weight, found new spirit in my life. Even had a late summer fling.

cant wait to keep going!

The hardest part of saying good-bye is having to do it again every single day. Every day we face the same truth; that life is fleeting. That our time here is short. And to honor the fallen, we must live our own lives well.

Kings Of Leon - Closer

Stranded in this spooky town
Stoplights are swaying and the phone lines are down
This floor is crackling cold
She took my heart, I think she took my soul
With the moon I run
Far from the carnage of the fiery sun

Driven by the strangled vein
Showing no mercy I do it again
Open up your eye
You keep on crying, baby
I’ll bleed you dry
The skies are blinking at me
I see a storm bubbling up from the sea

And it's coming closer
And it's coming closer

You, shimmy shook my bone
Leaving me stranded all in love on my own
What do you think of me
Where am I now? Baby where do I sleep
Feel so good but I'm old,
2000 years of chasing taking its toll

And it’s coming closer